aku suka perasaan ni !

malu deyh !!
tadi ingat kn nak pegi kat hujung tu main ping pong ngan adek je ..
tibe2 dtg dah ada si dia kat situ ..
memey ar .. dia org pertama yg tegor kehadiran ku .. 
actually .. dia sorang je ..
aww <3


pastu .. dudok ar kat luar .. 
then bola asyik terkeluar je .. 
pastu dia smpat lagi ckp ' dia x nk main '
smbil ckp ngan jiran yg lain ..
walaupon dye dak u tapi dye pendek ..
dari lain .. tinggi dri aku ..


then ..
dia dah habis main dudok sebelah aku .. x la dekat ..
kira jauh siket .. 2 kali lak tu ..
kli kedua dye main bola asyik t'planting kat aku je .. 
dye nak amik x boleh .. kang tetibe terpukol kang habis aku ..
dye marah gurau .. dye ckp ' ish dye ni ' 
pastu dye berdiri dpn aku pandang aku .. cm kira marah la ..
bpk mne yg tego tadi x perasan lak .
seronok nye .. dpt tgk dye ..


esok kite tgk dye ade x ?
ish .. merah nye pipi aku ..
suke nye !!!
im sorry but .. today i wrote in malay ..

죄송 그리고 난 한국 사랑

is't he cute !!

life can sometimes be ..

good ..

the good things can be once or a few in a day ..

if you are lucky enough ..

and sometimes life can be bad ..

if you cause the badness to happen then it happen ..

think before you do it .

or make decision before you do it ..

life can be frustrated if you get scold by you're parents ..

or maybe it cause by your brother or sister that end up you're the one that getting scold ..

frustrating right ? 

sish ! 

but if you do something good ..

then your parents will be proud of you ..

and you will be proud of you're self ..

the point is... 

don't do something that will make you getting scold at ..

we all hate that .. don't you ?

even if is your responsibility for your siblings ..

i don't know why i wrote this ..

its just like a year without rain

i'm missin' you so much . 
cant help it I'm in love .. 
a day without you its like a year without rain ..


when I miss you .
I try to remember your face , 
your voice , and 
your smile ..
its has been two days . 
I've been the lonely person in the class ..
without you its like a dark cloud coming through ..
even if its a day ..
its like a year without you ..
even more worst .. forever ..
i think you and Ain is the only person who talk to me in class ..
no one else ..
besides I'm not famous  ..
just famous as a friendly person ..




there's this guy I like .. 
he studies in University now ..
he's intelligent , has a great smile , love to jokes , and always teasing me .
and he's the type of guys that I like ..
but I'm not hoping that he would be mine .. 
I'm just his secret admire .. 
well , now its chinese new year holiday so he is here ..
I miss the guys that i like ..

he is Jeremy ! is't he cute ! his a Korean person ..
wanna watch him in action ?
you're beautiful .
hey ! I'm his fan !
Don't take him from me .

I've been smiling , laughing, and also happy all the time

Every time I see you .. you smile , sometimes wink , sometimes you look me in the face , and sometimes you took my stuff ..

but . everything will change . I don't know how but I'll try ..I've been fall in love to you almost a year now .

I want to continue but . you've already taken .. 

but two boys in the same class .. how ?

I've been thinking to give up on crushing you but . . 

your the one that's make me hard to gave up ..

I'm sorry ..

there's this boy I've been crushing on him like last year in march . I think ..

I used to watch you smile .. but back then you smile at my friend then I'm upset ..

I don't know how ..

so I'm confuse !

but I still like you guys ..

and I have a new thing that i like to do !

watch drama korea ..

i wish sometimes life could be just like drama korea ..